Megan reminded me that I need to get this crafty, artsy, re-do my whole life feeling out of me in some way. I'm feeling oh-so-restless, kinda like I did last year around this time.
After I moved back to Florida from Beaver, I found I would miss fall a lot about the same time every year. There was no outside stimulus to this, since in S. Florida, where I was, there is no change in the weather year-round. I just really missed the mountains and the leaves and campfire smoke. It was such a strong feeling and would last for a couple of months. I remembered a lot later that it was that time of year that we always went hunting in the moutains and camped out A LOT. I think it was a subconscious thing.
I wonder what this time of year subconsciously reminds me of. I must figure that out and nip it in the bud pronto or I will go crazy since I can't do anything about it. Being creative sometimes requires money and that is something that is not in the cards for me (or the rest of the nation) right now. One can only play around in Photoshop so often before one goes insane with wanting a tangible piece in their hands. Or new cabinets.
I've also discovered that whenever I go off on a tirade about wanting to do something, I'm really just avoiding my homework.
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